Resonance

from Everything I Let Go & The Things I Refuse To by Old Gray

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I once thought I felt love but time has taught me that it wasn't the right time yet. This song is about a period of my life I thought would never end, but as the relationship played out, I felt the emotion slipping away from the other end. I did everything I could to repair it, I wrote songs and songs about that person. I told them "i would let them go if they want me to" and that "maybe someday they would love me," etc. None of that came to any fruition and this is the last song I will ever write about this person. This song is about losing love and dying inside. This song is about losing emotion and laying for bed days on end, harboring anxiety attack after anxiety attack, trying to stay alive because there might be something more.

There's always more, that I learned after this song was written and after that relationship ended.

-Cameron

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Cameron: How I wish i could go back to the day where my heart was still working and I still had a brain, where I felt no pain. But that ship has sailed, it's been lost out at sea for too long- it has been just you and me for too long. How I wish you could see how much you mean to me; how I long for your smile, how I long for our home. Most nights I can't sleep; I lie in my bed thinking, "What is left of me?" I lie in my bed reminiscing on past dreams. I'm tired of living while drowning inside. I'm so tired of dying each night.

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from Everything I Let Go & The Things I Refuse To, released November 11, 2012
Cameron Boucher plays guitar and does vocals.

Raphael Bastek plays bass.

Charlie Singer plays drums and does vocals.

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